The Span Of My Attention
Its funny, my attention span allows me to spends hours at night whist I should be sleeping breaking code and making changes to my theme… though I cant find the time to write???
Part of the problem is I am constrained in what I write here… due to a watcher. So the many things I like to write about may be questioned even though writing about something and doing it are two very different things…
This “under the thumb thing is for the birds”.
However, this does not mean I can not plan for when the only one looking over my shoulder is the twins, you know, the one with wings and a halo and the other with a tale.
Biding my time, doing my part, paying for my miss deeds. My life is a trip. I always get what I want, if that means I must wait a bit longer so be it, yes, so mote it be.
The trick is to do so in a way that keeps me from becoming bitter… and thats tough at times.
need an example? I will take home almost $20,000.00 in November, yet keep nothing more than whats absolutely necessary to feed my kids, put enough gas in my car to hear it sputter the day before I get paid next… Im not complaining. I have legitimately built and lost a fortune, and I shall do it again.
I have made mistakes in my past, I bit off way more than I could chew once, couldn’t put the back end together for lack of experience and the one with horns and a tail made sure I had not a drop left… if your gonna crash go big.
Any way, I have more of somethings than most realize and less of others than be explained. I will do what I must and when this task is complete I will build another fortune and this time I will be able to keep it.
