The time I dont have, to fill it in and sort it out. My spiritual slumber has been put aside, for life is moving against its tide. What will be and what is done my life burns on not sure who’s won. The carrot out stretched just beyond reach, come back here time and do not lead for I need time and it just might be, the only way inside to see. The insight of its onslought.
Of laughter and pain, sunshine and rain, the here and now and there and gone. What it was and what it is, will it ever be…
The laughter and pain, lights off watching lightning and rain. The storm has come and left me sane like twisted laghter in my brain.
I held it once, filled with pain, that sick fucking laughing in my brain. I sit here longing for the same, that crazy laughing aft the rain.
The path I crave of laghing pain. Can I have back, once again?
The dreams half realized and broken still, can I have it yet only one can tell. The years go by as days it seems, half way there and 8 laps down. Enough time for my dreams?
The laughter and pain, whose mind does stray, do you have yours? I shall have mine.
Pushing me, shoving me… burning through. I will push back and you will break. The shadow creeps in and I welcome it, time for reconciling is here. I ask not, though it is givin, reach out your hand and I will take, ask not for it back as it is gone.
The shadow has become one with the flesh, though few recognize it. Crawling on my belly, while you were beggin me to stay. The flower has blossomed and dropped its seed, one fell on muddy water and now you have me to contend with, for not what I have done or will do, but for what I am… I am you. Beginning to see the strings are controlled? You are no longer the master. What happened? You must have been out your head.
Burning through, burning through it, it has come and we are one. What will you do? What can you do? You can only watch as I hold the spear, the one he used to set in motion. Wish you here, the wall is built and you have been left outside, ask not for it can not be givin… you made a choice and its been granted, burning through, burning through it. Keep pushing me, shovin me, I will swallow your soul and shall never return it.
The sheep need a Shepard and they so gladly follow, free will needs responsible hands and yours have been forgotten, left unused and broken. Keep pushing me, shoving me as I turn the other cheek, its not for the forgiveness its that you aren’t worthy of attention. Focus perpetuates and the lack of it voids you… you no longer exist, keep pushing me shoving me, I swallowed you and you are no longer. Burning through it.
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And we imprison people for growing marijuana? Speaking their mind? Parking Tickets? Indecent exposure?
Are you serious?
This was a 13 year old girl! Yes it pisses me off, we go to war and destroy entire generations for oil? That in and of itself is bullshit, yet we accept the torture handed out by shit heads like this?
People who harm others physically, beat their spouses, abuse their children or those who are cruel to animals (like that stupid bitch who set her dog on fire in Denver 2 or 3 weeks ago) ought to be stung up from their intestines in the public square and given what they have dished out.
I am not perfect and have made my fair share of mistakes, and I will pay for it, but I have never, ever, not one fucking time treated another living being in a manner that I would not treat myself.
I have been burning on this topic for a while and haven’t formulated a solid post on it yet, I have to blow off some steam about it right now. Sorry for the language.
Whats weird? Most everything. Ever feel like its all just fine… but somethings off? Tired but don’t want to go to sleep, cant get enough of one song??? Play it like 306 times and it still isn’t old??? WTF?!? Its weird. Ever have a feeling and the next minute you cant remember how it felt? Ever done something that you were better than everyone else who was doing it??? and you were brand new at it??? and you still felt that you weren’t good enough??? WTF?!? Its weird.
Ever want to knock someones head off but didn’t cos’ you’d have to clean up the mess??? Ever look at someone and see their soul and want to rip it out of them cos’ they didn’t deserve to have one??? WTF?!? That’s weird. Are you not political but know how to play that game better than everyone around you??? I’m guessin all the time.
Ever watch someone fire them self and not realize it??? People are not only weird, many of them are fucking stupid. Ever watch someone walk around unconscious??? It’s weird. Did someone tear their soul out and they haven’t noticed that they are missing something??? WTF?!? Its weird. I’m steppin outta line.
Have you been to the cave lately??? That place where you are totally alone and still find seven people to talk to??? WTF?!? Its weird. What about those moments when you can feel them help make those decisions that are all too important??? That’s fucking weird. Ever see someone medicated to the point of retardation??? I mean I have been high but he is a robot. WTF??? Its weird. I’m lookin at the signs.
Ever want to leave this place on a ship, but feel you cant for the lack of subordination??? WTF??? Its weird. Ever quit smoking and that annoying little cough gets worse??? WTF?!? That’s weird. My baby’s on the level.
Ever fall in love with a thought and find yourself getting closer to being further from it??? Again, thats fucking weird. Ever find yourself in heaven amidst hell??? This lifes a trip, one I wish I had taken, why did I leave my imortallity behind? What am I lookin for, Im steppin outta line. Ever see someones soul and want to tear it out but dont want to deal with the mess??? Its weird.
