What I Want Out Of Life
Lately I have had so many things going I have become frustrated and that nasty little feeling almost always makes me step back and look below the surface of what I “think” is going on.
This time I surprised myself, I am doing things and starting things that don’t truly fit into my true desires. So, what the hell do I do about that now?
Some of you may know about some of the “projects” I have going on… I have over stuffed my plate, and that sucks! I know exactly what I want and yet I have allowed “doing” to get in the way of that.
To an extent its ok, we learn from our mistakes right? Besides, I havent fully involved myself yet with one major project that would consume (in my mind) a lot of my time. Notice I said “yet”… I may eventually jump into it but for now I am going to let it percolate.
Another “thing” that I have done is to split up my interests into “main themes” and set up my online presence accordingly, this too has become cumbersome as it requires two or thee times as many posts to keep things fresh – and that just isn’t working in accordance with what my heart wants.
So, what is it that my heart wants?
I want to have free time to enjoy all my little hobbies if and when I want to enjoy them.
I want the ability to “take off” for a week and not have to “ok” it with a following or a boss or really anyone.
I want to do what I want when I want without being depended on by others, excluding my woman, the kids and our animals.
Im an underground affiliate and that works in accordance with what I want because I can step away from any campaign for at least a month or two with little or no adverse effect.
I want to be able to unplug when I feel like it… and this all leads me to rethinking the basis of my online brand 
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And what about my other main site? It has many more benefits as a stand alone site than it does by merging it with this one, the problem is time and consistency. So, if you cant tell I am undecided in what I should do about it.
Any ideas? What are your thoughts or opinions?
