Finding Myself Again…
I have been sporadic in my writing here to say the least, but I needed to find myself again, re-prioritize and figure out where I was, where I really wanted to be, and map out a plan to get there.
I don’t know about you, but life goes in cycles for me, a true ebb and flow and where I feel it most is at the foundation of my being, which obviously alters the current of my energy in every aspect of my life. I chalk this up to my ability to allow myself the freedom of expression. Well, what it has really been over the last decade or so is my laziness towards focusing on “the path,” which is my spiritual term for my connection to what I believe and feel is god– the life force, or whatever you want to call it– I call it consciousness. This uncontrolled nature I have taken with my path is good in some ways, as I learn lessons that allow me to grow. I am now more aware and certain that my thoughts affect my words, and then my actions, which carry me through to circumstances that at times are, quite frankly, painful and awful.
