So I Live For…
My life has turned out quite different than I imagined when I was a child, but this is what I live for.
My children, Tyler and Kora, I try to be everything I wanted my dad to be for me when he couldn’t (long story). The kids are getting to the age that hanging out with them is more fun and less babysitting. The things they say and the look on their faces when something finally dawns on them. The thought that they will grow up without the problems and pain I faced and be happy and content with what life is versus what life could be. Im not saying my childhood was horrible but I have had my fair share of knocks and hope they don’t have to live through some of them.
My girl, finally after all the bullshit and drama of the last couple of women I have chosen to spend time with I have a fun, loving, giving, thoughtful, intelligent, happy, gorgeous sincere, witty, understanding wonderful person – my best friend and lover, ash who I cant thank enough.
My dogs, huge, affectionate, pains in the ass they are, their still two of my favorite people.
The outdoors… camping, fishing, 4 wheeling and just being in the dirt.
Things on 4 wheels. I can drive the hell out of anything and my newest passion is 4 wheeling. I have a grand Cherokee that will eventually be worthy of the jeep trails in Colorado and will look like this next year.
Music, not tv, I love music… as long as its not country or rap. If you haven’t noticed the videos I post occasionally I am partial to rock n roll.
So, this is what I live for. There is a problem though… I am putting some things behind me and getting back to where I was a couple years ago financially… thinking it will take me about 4 years to get it done and I don’t always enjoy waiting for shit to fall into place. I know its all a part of growing and creating what I want and I know I chose the path I have chosen but its hard to be patient when I’m not!
Regrets, I have a couple. Bad decisions, I’ve made a few. Things I would change if I could, sure. Not being me? Never gonna happen.
