Sometimes I get caught up in the big picture and its hard for me to see what needs done next as far as the details go. I try to keep a list of “to do’s” and that seems to help a little. I have found that being able to see the big picture is easy, most people cant see how to achieve their dreams because they cant see what their dreams are.
So, I have been working on a project for quite a while now and its beginning to come together. I thought I would share some of it here and also explain why I have been so busy.
It started about a year ago, I had a thought that kinda shook me and made me think about my future and in particular, my financial future. If you weren’t aware of it, you should now that I make my living from my online ventures. The thought I had that has created a realignment of purpose and has reshaped my long term plan came about when I was signing up for another social network. My intention at the time was to use my ability to brand myself and my business utilizing the word of mouth of many of these social networks.
I had been exploring different ways of linking these “profiles” together and the thought hit me. “The internet is growing up!” Now that may not seem like a big deal but it has huge potential. I wont go into that here as I have already explained in elsewhere.
What I want to talk about here is, “you get what you want” and “you get what you set your mind to”, in my case I have completely altered the course of my life and figured out how to make money by spending my time informing my self on all the things I am passionate about.
What I mean is that, I get to learn about what I want and share what I find out and I get paid for it. Its funny the way the whole online thong works, there are a couple of big “camps” if you will that all say “this is how you do it” when, in realty the real way it works is a combination of each. I know I am being a little general here and I dont mean to be, its just that this blog isnt for teaching you how to make money, its about my own personal thoughts.
My online journey has taken me in many different directions and I am finally where I want to be, at the beginning of my self re-discovery. I can do what I want and life will provide all I need and want. Yes that too is also very vague. Stick with me and you will see what I am talking about, I will begin to expend this blog based on that journey and over the next 2-3 months I will be able to show you exactly how I have created my fantasy life.
I have been on a personal crusade to tie up so loose ends and get my life back together for a while now. I am finally there, thanks to one very special person.
I just finished a days worth of work on my new business, took a shower and while I was meditating in the water I had a stream of feeling and thought. It moved me deep inside and thought I would share it here, since this is my personal site and all.
“Thank you” doesn’t come close, “I appreciate you” doesn’t caver it… “I love you” is still not enough… not enough to express my gratitude for what you are, who you are and how you are. I am in love with you and I am grateful, for being able to share this experience with you.
Thank you for seeing the light inside my soul when I couldn’t see anything because it was so dark.
Thank you for loving me when I didn’t even like myself.
Thank you for holding me up when I couldn’t stand on my own.
Thank you for holding my hand when I needed it most.
Thank you for holding my hand now that I feel happy to be alive.
Thank you for showing me that everything was going to be great even though I couldn’t see that.
Thank you for standing by my side through the thick and thin and thank you for the knowing you will be always be by my side.
Thank you for seeing the strengths and weaknesses I hold.
Thank you for listening when it was painful to do so.
Thank you for believing in me always.
Thank you for smiling when it was hard not to cry.
Thank you for not building me up when I was beaten down.
Thank you for pointing the way to the light at the end of the tunnel.
Thank you for walking through it all with me.
Thank you for all that you do, thanks for all that you are, thank you for being my best friend.
I love you!
